As most people who know me knows, I’m very fond of Harry Potter and all stuff involving that… Yes, my dream is to own a living green pygmy puff as well as a golden Hippogriff but that’s not what I was going to discuss right now. What I was thinking about is this huge internet war about Snape. Is he good, is he bad, is he better then James Potter, did he deserve Lily or not…? Most of the time people end up discussing his behaviour towards his students, especially Harry, and saying that it shows that he was a bad man. I incline, and I do that with a point of view that I have not yet seen in any of these discussions.
When I read the books I got the impression that Severus Snape was depressed, he was drowning in self guilt and hated life but was set on not losing completely in the end. Have you ever been in a depression? Do you know how it feels to try and live through all the feelings that never let go of you when your deep, deep down in that shit? You try to live but in your chest you can feel that the only thing you wanna do is to sink to the ground and lay there ’till you die? You try to make rational decisions in that condition!
If a depressed person see what seems to be a quick fix, they’ll most probably try it. And most likely that “quick fix” made the shitty hole they’re swimming in bigger because they did not think through the consequences. It may not seem to be a good idea to, for example, put naked pictures of your self on the internet because you miss your ex… But for someone who is depressed that may look like a fucking great idea, free adoration in an instant! No lonely feelings any more! But well, that’s not the only result the pictures can have… Same goes for Snapes behaviour.
Most people seems to think that just because he’s part of a fictional story he can just be one way and act one way. But characters in good books ain’t that way. They are so close to real humans as possible. They lie, they put up facades, they change, they have double feelings about stuff even though it may not be written like that in plain words. But maybe you have to know what a depression is to understand what Snape makes me feel… And I mean true depressed, not really sad or something like that. It’s a huge difference. I get pissed off on people saying they’re depressed, are having angst, have an mental illness, having an eating disorder or anything like that when they’re in fact just nervous or stressed >.<
Whit this, I’m not saying that Snape was a saint. He acted, in deed, like a dick but I think I can understand why. It was his way of trying to deal with him self, while he was still so angry and depressed that he was mean to people around him.
No, I do not know Japanese nor can I play the violin but that ain’t going to stop me from listening to good music ^^
Spam can be really funny at times O.O like one I got not so long ago…. Someone tried to trick me into accepting a comment from a “improve your hight”-scam-blog-thingy… As if I really need to improve my hight XD Is not 178cm (5′ 10″) enough, or should I maybe become 190cm (about 6′ 3″)?
It ain’t so easy to be tall as a girl, not even in Sweden. No, Swedish girls aren’t gigantic Amazon women… -_-” I’m usually 10-15cm taller then most girls. Imagen me going out to buy pants O.O Nearly all pants look like strange capris! Not hot! But buying clothes for me is generally rather…. I was going to say hard but nearly impossible seems more correct. My upper body is really small accept for my shoulders… They are rather broad. And I have enormous hips. I like them, but people who design clothes do not share my opinion about that :C
This is my exact reaction too those scary stuffs…
If you ever wish to visit Sweden, here’s some thing that can help you on your journey ^^
- Swedes are generally not naturally blond, we are rat coloured. Yes, you read it right. RAT!
- We only speak to people we already know.
- Swedish girls are not free prostitutes.
- Just because most Swedes go mental during aboard vacations doesn’t mean we act the same way at home.
- We get to know new people through magic.
- Your dick is not magical enough…
- Yes, I started riding my family’s polar bear Glenn to school by my self when I was 8.
- We have sarcasm in Sweden, A LOT of it.
- We do not speak with a German accent.
- You can’t enter my home unless you take those filthy shoes off…
- Sweden in Swedish is not Schwiez. Sweden is not Schwiez in any way, Schwiez is fucking neighboring with ITALY! It’s like saying that Australia and Austria is the same thing! BUY A MAP! Or use Googles here.
- Your not allowed to be openly happy, because you may be offending some nagging old fart.
And to help you with the language, I’m going to teach you some important words that are close to English words (or even the same, but with a different meaning :O);
- The English word KISS, means PEE in Swedish.
- If you ad an A at the end of the English word PINK (pinka), then you’r PEEING. You can also say KISSA.
- You call your cats PUSSYCAT, in Sweden they’re called KISSEKATT.
- If you take the English word FIT and ad +TA, you get the Swedish “naughty” word for the female genitalia.
That’s all for today kids, now remember to do your homework! And listen to the Swedish King, for he is wise…
Please people of the Internet, enlightening me! There’s so much that I do not understand, therefore I need your help. For example, why do people create blogs and shove them full of pictures of people they don’t even know, and probably never will know or even meet? There’s not even any text?! It’s just pictures… of peoples asses or stuff like that. And no explanation!
Also, I don’t understand why people post pictures of underwear they bought that day O.O
Why do people write comments on Facebook saying they’re sad, adding “don’t ask why”? If you didn’t want everyone to know, then don’t write it on fucking Facebook!
How is it that I always loose interest in stuff after about 3 weeks?
Y U NO LIKE POKEMON!?!?!?!
Why do people believe in stuff just because they’ve read it? If you live in Sweden and have read the newspaper Aftonbladet you should be the most cynical person on earth!
How is it that every time I try to find something new on youtube, I always end up at “the strange part”? It’s not that I don’t like it, I love it O.O But sometimes I can’t spend 3 days in front of the computer just too look at giant zits.
How come no one understands my Harry Potter jokes? :C
How come people get angry when you treat their kids the same way they treat others pets?
And to end this post somewhat positively, I’ll end it with some things I do know.
People have some fucked up versions in their minds about Sweden O.O
The size labels on clothings often lie.
The reason we started learning English in Swedish schools when we where 10 was because French has even less logic than Swedish.
Sweden has actually started to make some good film as well as tv series, like Äkta Människor/Real Humans, and they are not retarded “action” films nor “everything is so dark and sad”. They’re actually just a bit emo instead of “I wanna be goth but I can’t because I’ll never get a job then…”
My food is delicious.
There are very few people with any kind of brain on this planet.
Dear America, if there where no reason for us to think that you should be locked up in a padded cell… Then we wouldn’t say that to you!
Cats really are mentally challenged, they have indeed Asperger… Or maybe bipolar… But something like that.
(Pictures reflects me as a person)
I was out on a walk today when something fun happened ^^ I meet these little fellows (I had nothing to do with it, I did not feed them… at all O.O I just gave them some bread o:3)!
They where so cute! When I took this picture they where less then a meter away from me… but then it happened, my knee decided to break free from my jeans and the ducks just stared at me as if I was some kind of flasher. Rather embarrassing I must say… they ran off. But the tearing felt rather odd, it was as if my knee peed it self or something like that O.O But now I know, I’m to fat too crunch down in jeans… Or my pants are to small ^^ I prefer that explanation!